The girl who transforms herself for him

      It was the year of 2014. The spring had just struck; the greenness found space, and emotions in both were impatient to meet. 

     Emotion develops instantly and the story starts with an accident by looking a second at him, that was in notice because she was fond of everyone. Fair face, long hair, traditional get up and the height more than average was enough to allure all.

        That was her shyness which limited the moment of transferring vehemence through eyes. It is said that when a man in love, his eyes indicate and it gets its recognisance by eyes and travels trough to heart. 

        In the beginning, eye-catching is a game. Whether it is boy or girl plays heartly and with some hesitation that barricades the going of both's sensation to other.  When eyes strike, it seems that someone is calling you by the internal language of love. To catch the each one's eyes is initially fun, due to its durability of micro second. Micro-second matures in second, and second in seconds. It happens once in an hour, then twice and the frequency gets hike and captures the minute. It is the real feeling: the feeling of love, sentiment and care.

        It had all happened with her, but the hesitation obstructed the way of merging into one. As saint says that the merging in one is the real name of love. But, how it was possible for that moment. Her gesture had created a room for vultures in the circumstances and her traditional look was nothing except a fillet of flesh. These vultures were gazing her every time, due to it, her feeling to him started boiling like a pressure cooker. 

        It was the crucial moment of the unexpected love story. Having got the situation, he approached her talking, because the same was happening in his side. On his calling, she stepped out with him in the hope of an expected fortune. Vultures began gathering around him and her. They were murmuring mischiefly. The courage, he acquired before a few moment, had washed out and the story went on halt for the next day.

        The night was full of excitement. They were waiting for the dawn. He was assuming how to say his feeling; and, she was presuming how to groom herself for him. Slumber was frequent. Sleep had low intensity. Turning aside was all about, but to feel each-one's presence in the conscious pretended to be real. She felt the every circle of the table-fan's blades revolving, and the sound created by the crickets, beetles and other creatures added lyrics to it. As always, that night broke in an inception of being something new for the both.

        The meeting point had been assumed. No doubt, that day was about to be witness of merging into one from two. He was shocked that an imaginary love, as he believed, was to be real. She came in the overwhelmed transformed portrait of a fairy. One who knew about what happened previous day, cuts one's fingers. Gossips related to them was overloaded in the campus. Whispering, murmuring and mumbling were on the top priority.

"What a girl!" , Someone murmures.

"It seemed she just got off from beauty parlour." , Other mumbled.

"No, she could groom herself at home." , The third one even just muttered that he appeared.

        He had no words of description for her metamorphose. Tight fit Salwar and Kameez shaped her figure; the bust paced up the slimness, and its exhibition was on forefront. Vulture's eyes gazed on it, but they were unable to get it because the veil of Dupatta worked as the gate-keeper. This proper get up was indicating she was a perfect indian woman, a mixture of traditional and modernity.

       High heel Sandle fixed the attraction, and the long outward curls with one side tucked behind ear, hair, was special one, that was never seen before with her. He liked more, was her covering style of Dupatta and the well-shaped bust. God was plotting the merging, and the nature was subordinating. 

        But, an unexpected incident scared, discouraged and panicked the both. All the plot, subordination and the way of merging broke up in a single instinct. After that, he lost many so called friends and she went for another to balance her feeling. The self-proclaimed great and holy love story ended without beginning; the dawn was still in wait, and the city became haunted for him.

The February Lesson

           The month ‘February 2021’ marked a little stability in my life, but in broad, it was an illusion. The 2-3 months of psychological pressure resulted in an overwhelmed ending of the trilemma: the trilemma in making decision for my primary goal, getting rid of the unfamiliar-mind and following up the one-way set-up.

      The second week began in thought of taking a decision for the stuffs, after failure over failure, which had never been supposed. But, I think, these stuffs are the need of the hour to survive in the different societal structures. These stuffs have been blamed by many in the name of time, God, bad fortunes and unwanted destiny, but over the time these will be appreciated as I believe.

       To engage with the people is a continuous process and society helps in regard. Initially, we are not able to distinguish the proper and inappropriate mind. In early age, one who is good for us, later, one becomes the worst. Many have encountered it for the sake of good.

       As I conclude the month that with the time many who are connected for the benefits, automatically get off one’s niche. Secondly, if you raise sound for your rights, it is heard; and, thirdly, I realised the best line of the novel 'A Gentleman in Moscow' that if 'a man does not master his circumstances then he bound to be mastered by them' will not be forgotten. It was a social realisation that I got by the means of a formation of groups that will motivate me to be aware of making the new one.

       In the fourth week as the month ended with my attendance in IIMCAA's Connection 2021. It was my first participation after the completion of the course from the IIMC. It was full of fun, curiosity, excitement and most importantly, a secret and sacred way of getting motivation by seniors, who have secured a reputable position in their career.

      Many of them have started their first jobs with low stipend, but having got practical insight in the industry, they earn today such an amount that is enough to live. It indicates that when you should start your career and how much you should get for your work never matter; the thing matters that you have started to apply your institution-got knowledge according to your training and wish. Future is uncertain and one, who has already got a famed name, even does not know one will reach that fame. Overall, the Connection-2021 was a motivation for me and it will be for all!

These are all about the February-2021.